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July 9th, 2009

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 I feel like the most miserable girl in the world. And it sucks that I can't tell you that without getting frustrated with me. I think this afternoon, I really did convince myself that we would be okay if we were no longer together. And now that we're back together, I'm crying. I thought I wanted to be with you. I just, I guess it sucks because you've always had all your friends all over you. It always bothered me. Just hop off, it's so annoying. But it's okay. It's what makes me think that you will be okay without me. I don't want to be the only one miserable. But I always am. I always am.

May 5th, 2009

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Mom: We're going to dinner tomorrow.
Me: I told you last weekend that Pablo was taking me out.
Mom: So what? He's not your father. Doesn't he know you have a family?
Besides, I have nothing better to do.

This is going to be the worst. birthday. ever.
I'm going to be 18 years old and I still can't even make my own decisions.
FML.

April 27th, 2009

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 I've discovered a new type of diet: looking up recipes of the food you are craving the most, which, for me, just happens to be macaroni salad, and pretending you can taste it! It really works. Promise.

ps. the first Kings of Leon album is my favorite. but the second one is so good live.

April 25th, 2009

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 We've been together for however long and sometimes I think you're still afraid to touch me. Either that or you just don't want to. But I'd rather have the former. It still sucks.

March 25th, 2009

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Bear baiting is my favorite sport.

If you're reading this, thinking that I'm serious, you are the biggest idiot alive. And deserve to choke on your own vomit. Shows how much faith you have in humanity. You are just as disgusting as someone who actually does love bear baiting. 

March 10th, 2009

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If I had a really nice camera, I would take pictures of you. A lot of pictures. Its obviously not the same, as she beat me to it?
These past couple of weeks, I have felt the worst I have ever had. I feel like I can't comprehend anything at all anymore.
What's right? What's wrong? I don't think you know either. I'm not going to deny that I have been looking for everything little
thing that you do that upsets me. But why shouldn't I? I love you a lot though. Only you. And no one else.

March 2nd, 2009

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Hi, this is me. Bye.

March 1st, 2009

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I want to meet someone who will at least try to fix me and love me all the same.

Why is that so difficult to find? You wonder why I have trust issues. It's because I've been lied to all of my life. And you did it all over again. I guess I just never figured it would end in an aim conversation.

January 27th, 2009

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Sarah is lower than low.

January 4th, 2009

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How can someone like a person so much but completely despise nearly all of their friends?
Don't they make you who you are? Your friends? Your friends and your family?
Well, I hate them all.
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