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January 29th, 2010

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Le loup-garou, french for werewolf. In the 1941 version of The Wolf Man, they don't believe he is a werewolf and blame his emotional and delusional behavior on the fact that he is perhaps going insane. They tell him that this lycanthropy he speaks of is more of a metaphor to explain his in-human acts. 

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August 6th, 2009

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July 30th, 2009

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 Everyone always tells me to just move on, and when you look back on it, just remember the good times, the laughter, and the happiness.

But everytime I look back on it, that's all I ever remember.

July 29th, 2009

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 I've given up caring, if we are together or not. 
Don't get me wrong, I still wish we could be together.
But I'm mostly just concerned with you.
I've always cared too much, but I just want to know if you're okay.

July 25th, 2009

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Every night I go to bed, crying, because I want him back so badly.
Every night I dream that we are still together, I am happy with him
and I'm sure that if you saw me sleeping, I would be smiling.
Every morning I wake up, happy, ready to face a new day, we are ready to face a new day.
Every morning I realize that those dreams were not reality, but facade, expectations, and memories.
Every morning I have to force myself out of bed just to keep going, with some sort of crazy idea that one day I will be happy again, and that maybe, maybe e can even be together again.
Every day I walk through my day just hoping to go to sleep again,
and that maybe he has these same feelings and dreams too, so it doesn't have to be like this anymore.

July 22nd, 2009

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 "'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." Lies.

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 Now back to the old ways of being lost and misunderstood. Loving boys who are not boys, but men. And best of all, the one thing that made me content with my life, those things that make me forget.

Sarah, you're a stupid, stupid, naiive, little girl.

July 21st, 2009

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There's war and hate in the world because of beliefs. Well, here are some of my beliefs...
 
Death should be the only time one must say goodbye.
You shouldn't have to marry someone in order for them to realize how much you love them.
Love is so delicate yet still so strong that you shouldn't need a piece of legal literature to make it last.
Yes, love comes with it's ups and downs. But cheating on someone isn't love. Knowing that it's wrong to cheat, and even though you are so tempted to, you don't, that is love. Knowing that its wrong, not because of the connotation of the act, but the fact that you can't imagine ever being with anyone else.
Temptation isn't love, it is little bumps in relationships.
You can't go from loving someone so much one second, to not loving them at all, the next.
You never get over things, they just sort of stray to the back of your mind. Popping out every now and then, to give you a wake up call.
Just telling someone that you love them doesn't mean a thing. Especially when every so often you say you're going to do one thing and you never do it, but then you say you are going to do another thing instead.
I'm sorry that this had to happen, or that nothing ever happened of it. 
I believe that this sucks.

July 20th, 2009

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 Thank you for continuing to hide things from me and then otherwise putting no interest in this relationship at all. FML. I don't want to go home.

July 15th, 2009

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 I don't understand. I just plain, do not understand. Your attitude and your rudeness really just erks me sometimes. A lot of the times. No, just to night. Especially. I don't understand why you would say such a thing like that and not expect me to be angry about it. This trip is good. This space is good. No matter how much I try to convince myself it isn't. But maybe we can just forget about each other. Or at least, forget about our expectations of each other. I don't expect you to stay attach to me 3,000 miles away. I want this. I want you. But I don't want you like this.
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